Post by kallielestrange on Nov 6, 2011 23:06:05 GMT -5
but at this moment, I'm having a life breakdown. I am changing my major and that is thousands of dollars down the drain, and as hard as I try to remain happy, and positive, I am going down in student debt, medical debt from before I had insurance, and am in a really bad place on top of it emotionally because of past tragedies in the past 5 years. I am so depressed I just... I am probably going to go to long term therapy, or give up and recluse myself from the world. I just am starting to see no point in it all, and I feel like I can be honest with you guys, instead of the fake strong and motivated person I have to be in front of everyone else. I feel as if theres this great pressure constantly coming down on me, and I can never escape it, I never have. I wish I could stay on the site, but the more depressed I get, I just can't get any muse going, or plot, or even get the ability to open my laptop. I figured I should log back on to let you know I was leaving, instead of dissappearing, as the past two months I've been on here, you handful of amazing people have really lifted me up just by having something to interact with talk to without the hard realities of horrible people I'm surrounded with everyday. I'll miss TED, and wish you all the best of luck! Please do not play my characters, Atreyu and Artexa. They are trademark signatures, and first ever charries in roleplaying, and I imagine I'll roleplay with them again. With love, Kallie.
